My Sick Obsession

Alrighty then it's confession time. About what, you may ask? Disney. There. I said it! I have some sick obsession with Disney. Phew. Glad to get that off my chest. But, seriously now. I can't get it off my mind. It's almost becoming destructive to my well-being. Ok, not really. I just can't help it! "I'M IN LOVE, I'M IN LOVE AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT!!!!" (Once again, name that movie.) This little addiction of mine all started on January 20th, 2010. That is the day I started my College Program in the magical world of Disney down in Orlando, Florida. Seriously it was the best experience of my life. I had the greatest time and I met some of the best people I will ever know. My program lasted until August 6th, which is when I had to say TTFN (Ta-Ta-For-Now) to the Mouse himself and fly back to Colorful Colorado. It's been about two months or so since then and my heart aches for it. Like I actually feel a physical pain for it. It's sad. I feel like I could burst into tears at any given moment (and believe me I have). I miss the magic. I miss being the magic. I mean, I was the MAGIC. How many people can say something like that. I want to go back so bad, but I know I have other responsibilities, such as finishing school and making some money. It's so hard. I feel like only a small majority know how I feel and those people are spread out all over the country. I'm lucky enough to actually go to school with one of my bestest friends from Florida, Chelsea, but it's still tough. I'm a happy person, I don't want you to think I'm all blue and depressing all the time, but a huge chunk of me is missing. It stinks. I know I will for sure be heading back to the magic sooner or later, it's just those people that made everyday magical for me won't be there. Not all of them at least. That's what stinks about growing up- you have to move on and leave somethings behind. I know that all my best friends from Disney won't read this blog, but if some of ya'll do just know that you are loved and missed a lot by me. I hope you guys won't ever forget me cause I know I'll never forget you. Thanks for giving me a reason to smile and laugh every single day. Thanks for the magical moments, for putting up with my insane ice cream obsession, for my weird-ness, my bad jokes, and for being you. Ya'll are special people. One of a kind. Truly the best people I will ever know. Never forget that the magic lives in you guys. Love ya'll. Miss ya even more. Now, ON WITH THE SHOW!!!!! PS-I said that while waving my fist in the air.